Your character evaluation

How badly can you want attention? How far are you willing to go in order to get that attention you so crave for that suppresses the fear of misjudgement when it comes to knowing the kind of person you are.

You are faithful, strong, you don't need proof. You want that known chosen concentration because you are not satisfied with the mere knowledge of it, so you need proof.

When a person really desires something, the universe conspires to help that person, but at what cost, and for how long? 

And then you suffer from resentment without the knowledge of the fact that resentment is like drinking poison and hoping it will kill your enemies. 

Let your emotional attachment take a back seat to character evaluation. It'll surely save you the heart break.