Give me a break

It has been like forever since I had to sit down in an office for hours watching other people work, and I left idle.

I am not resting, rest is not idleness.

So I guess it’s safe to say I am observing, why not write then… #wink J

You never know what you can handle till you are faced with it. No matter how hard you are or how strong, you can never be prepared for what hits your heart. The turmoil and pain in thunderstorm that consumes you, and the aftermath… You begin to question yourself and your actions. Your emotions rise up to the brim overflowing with curses upon yourself, not giving complete reasoning a chance to make you see clearly the problem for what it actually is. You blame yourself, but that does not solve the mystery that still bugs your heart. The mystery you never got to solve. Perhaps the silence will answer your questions, and only then will you understand that you also need a break. A break from the pain, because you are hurting too.

                                                                                                                                                              -egozthoughts

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