Where are you headed?

You bruised for it, worked for it, sided, and built with it, and where did that get you? To a home where you don't belong. To that place that doesn't say welcome every and anytime you come to it. 

You want that home because it is where your heart should be,and could be if only that's where they want it to be. But you know that giving up on that home without trying isn't it. Give your all and keep on trying before your tears make your heart surrender. 

It becomes something that makes you shudder everytime it comes to mind while you ponder like a child on why you shouldn't surrender and become weaker and less of a fighter. 

What better fighter is there to fight for you than yourself? You are capable and you deserve to belong to a place that'll accept you for what you are, only because they can't help but love the love you bring and the truth in where you came from. 

You worked hard to get to where you are, so that makes it a bigger deal to not slow down because of whatever you feel it is at the moment. Be rest assured that God's got you. So get you, and there will be better times to laugh about the challenges you have faced and walked right past.

Never give up on something you want. Don't become a foot mat and then complain when folks step on you.  Sometimes people disappoint you, but sometimes they surprise you. It will be your lucky day one day so know your destination.